I can honestly say I’m scared to move on in life . I realized that I’m not gonna see more than half the people in my graduating class and most likely won’t keep in touch . It’s really scary for me because I’m still like this child inside that wants to see everyone everyday in school and see what’s going on in their life . Being connected to the people you grew up with since grade school and now going on our own ways is scary to me . Sometimes I just wish we’d all go to the same college . Like one huge GIGANTIC university :D but then I guess everyone would be so sick of each other. My sister wants to move to California next year . How the hell are you gonna take teddy with you then still get a job? Plus I need her by my side . I hate being lonely . I hate being by myself . Sometimes when I think about having my own car, I get worried if I would get lost on the roads . Ugh , the days are passing my and graduation is getting closer . I don’t know how I’m going to feel when I walk in my cap and gown . Hm, I wonder how much $$ id get from my family ;)
Right now I gotta focus on passing my math class, get through personal finance, senior project and prom!!!
I can’t believe there is only 2 months of highschool . 4 years !!!! I still remember the moments when I was a freshmen! Haha . I wonder what college is gonna be like . Not a university . But a regular one :)
