Well. I haven’t ranted on my tumblr in a while. So here we go. I haven’t even gotten a full two weeks training and they except me to get everything perfect. I only for two days of training and to be honest I don’t think I’m doing a horrible job.I hey the basics.take the order.and take the money. But unfortunately because of our language barrier. Its hard to communicate with them. I’m sorry I’m not perfect at my first week of my job. Fuck. And also I’m not soused to bring my friends to work so they can see me work and enjoy their meal. Oh did I not mention its a free fucking country ?
I don’t think I can ever work or volunteer for Korean people.
I can honestly say I’m scared to move on in life . I realized that I’m not gonna see more than half the people in my graduating class and most likely won’t keep in touch . It’s really scary for me because I’m still like this child inside that wants to see everyone everyday in school and see what’s going on in their life . Being connected to the people you grew up with since grade school and now going on our own ways is scary to me . Sometimes I just wish we’d all go to the same college . Like one huge GIGANTIC university :D but then I guess everyone would be so sick of each other. My sister wants to move to California next year . How the hell are you gonna take teddy with you then still get a job? Plus I need her by my side . I hate being lonely . I hate being by myself . Sometimes when I think about having my own car, I get worried if I would get lost on the roads . Ugh , the days are passing my and graduation is getting closer . I don’t know how I’m going to feel when I walk in my cap and gown . Hm, I wonder how much $$ id get from my family ;)
Right now I gotta focus on passing my math class, get through personal finance, senior project and prom!!!
I can’t believe there is only 2 months of highschool . 4 years !!!! I still remember the moments when I was a freshmen! Haha . I wonder what college is gonna be like . Not a university . But a regular one :)